Tiredness and playing poker rant

Being tired while playing poker is one of the biggest mistakes you can make sometimes
i dont know how it affects other people but when im tired and i cant even play a 6 max turbo sng properly.
Its even harder when i have just started playing in an mtt and i really wish i could turn back the clock and unreg.
ok my post is negative but i have to say it because im really trying to improve my game lately by playing both online and live poker but the both dont mix well.
One 5am final table in a live casino tournament can mess up my whole week and its even worse when that late night finish was busting on the bubble .
but  will contunue playing live because i enjoy the social side of it .
Theres absolutely no value in live poker where i play because when you take out your travel and general expenses your winnings wont go far
say you bink once a week @ £700 .. how much is that in profit ? not exactly a living
and these are £30 buy-ins on average with about 60 entrants which takes 8 hours to complete !
i could play 4 x180 man turbos online in less than 3 hours online without leaving my bedroom
so why do i do it ?

oh fuck this blog post ...... i could only depress you more if i continue lol so i quit here


first hand tonight :)

 Full Tilt Poker Game #32238894721: $5 Sit & Go (Turbo) (250309085), Table 1 - 15/30 - No Limit Hold'em - 16:03:37 ET - 2013/03/03
Seat 1: hector1988 (1,500)
Seat 2: scott24985 (1,500)
Seat 3: domm74 (1,500)
Seat 4: jko960 (1,500)
Seat 5: pcaria (1,500)
Seat 6: TheBinkMeister (1,500)
hector1988 posts the small blind of 15
scott24985 posts the big blind of 30
The button is in seat #6
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to TheBinkMeister [Ad Ah]
domm74 has 15 seconds left to act
domm74 folds
jko960 folds
pcaria folds
TheBinkMeister raises to 90
hector1988 calls 75
scott24985 folds
*** FLOP *** [7c Qc 7d] (Total Pot: 210, 2 Players)
hector1988 checks
TheBinkMeister bets 30
hector1988 raises to 60
TheBinkMeister raises to 90
hector1988 raises to 1,410, and is all in
TheBinkMeister calls 1,320, and is all in
hector1988 shows [As Qd]
TheBinkMeister shows [Ad Ah]
*** TURN *** [7c Qc 7d] [Ts] (Total Pot: 3,030, 2 Players, 2 All-In)
*** RIVER *** [7c Qc 7d Ts] [4c] (Total Pot: 3,030, 2 Players, 2 All-In)
hector1988 shows two pair, Queens and Sevens
TheBinkMeister shows two pair, Aces and Sevens
TheBinkMeister wins the pot (3,030) with two pair, Aces and Sevens
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 3,030 | Rake 0
Board: [7c Qc 7d Ts 4c]
Seat 1: hector1988 (small blind) showed [As Qd] and lost with two pair, Queens and Sevens
Seat 2: scott24985 (big blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 3: domm74 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 4: jko960 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 5: pcaria didn't bet (folded)
Seat 6: TheBinkMeister (button) showed [Ad Ah] and won (3,030) with two pair, Aces and Sevens